Heavy emptiness, yes, that contradicts itself. But have you ever sat alone in a dark room without the possibility to communicate, to talk to someone or to move? You feel trapped in an eternal emptiness. This emptiness spreads. And actually something that is empty should be easy. But when this emptiness takes possession of you, it becomes heavy. Day by day it becomes heavier, until it finally becomes unbearable. And only then do you realize how much weight you are carrying on your shoulders. How heavy your heart has become through all the pain. With this realization, the healing begins.
24. October 2021